Well I'm in Tucson, and I'm actually growing to Loveeee it.
Ive met alot of marvelous and interesting people,
started working on projects i've been wanting to work on for years,
smiled more than usual,had sunshine beating down on me, and realized that no matter where I am in the world, people matter most.
Feelings, Friends, a simple smile can change someones whole day.
This blog isnt going to be very organized, but more scatter brained.
Dont shun people for the way they look,
I met a gentlement today, wearing a skirt, a jean dress over it, roller skates, tigers tattooed where his eye brows should be, and a frog purse on his back. he came up to me and started conversation about the stickers on my laptop, and in turn I found out he's a fellow designer, and childrens book author, who just wasnt understood by the world. I feel like I draw people to myself that just need to talk and make a connection with people, not in a creepy, or poor fashion, but just to be a human and have someone hear what they have to say....and I honestly feel thats one of my purposes in life,
to hear people out and to make them smile.
I feel that whereever you are surrounding yourself with good is going to make things good.
I also met a girl, a fellow suicidegirl, who is just a treat to be around. She gives off great energy, and just makes me comfortable.
We chatted over tea and coffee today for three hours, about just life, and our views on everything..and honestly, I feel she is going to be in my life as a friend for a long time. Shes more than just a drinking buddy, more than just an online friend, more than just a person, shes a soul, and a pretty awesome one at that.
Theres people you just connect with..and shes one of them.
This city has made me open my eyes, its populated by so many different wakes of life, and cultures ...yet they all mingle and mesh together, and it works. A very community and people based place, that keeps itself running on friendship, music, art, and PEOPLE.
I'm not sure of where I'm going with this exactly, but right now I'm happy.
I'm not happy sleeping on someones couch bed, but I am happy sleeping on someones couch bed.
I know that what I'm doing is right, and that everything happens for a reason, our perfect plan as a group to move to california has fallen apart a little bit, but I'm okay with that, because something bigger has just happened, and I'm fucking excited for it.
Today, has open my eyes... I'm in such a good and just inquisitve mood...
Open your eyes world,
realize theres more out there than just what the eye lets you see.